Sunday, February 10, 2013

Fear - Chapter 19

I didn't know where I was going except for Abdulaziz driving somewhere while I sat there silently, unable to utter a word. 

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I was laid in a bed, next to a sleeping Abdulaziz while asking God if he could just open the ground beneath this bed, and swallow me in whole. 

After silently weeping, I tried to pull myself together and closed my eyes, attempting to sleep while snuggling into the heavy and cozy blanket. I wrapped my arm around Abdulaziz and felt safe within the heat that left his body. 

I woke up again at Abdulaziz softly nudging me. I slightly opened my eyes and just smiled at waking up to his face. He rubbed my shoulder and told me that breakfast was ready after saying "Good morning beautiful". I rose from the red and headed towards the toilet, I did my business and off I went downstairs after quickly grabbing my phone off the night table. 

As I walked downstairs, my phone began to vibrate in my hands. I turned it around to find that my father was calling me, I sighed and then answered while my hand trembled. 

Lama: A-Alo?

Baba: 2 hours and your plane leaves to a boarding school Bahrain. Your ticket will be in the airport with your driver who's got all your bags. 

Just like that.. He hung up! 

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I went downstairs, grabbed a bananna and then made my way to the front door. I was really mad, and I just completely wasn't thinking about Abdulaziz. Although I cursed myself under my breath when I heard the bathroom door close to the kitchen open, and I heard Abdulaziz calling after me.

I slowly turned around on my ankle, and looked at him while trying to pull a tight smile. Although as soon as we spent about 30 seconds looking at each other, while he tried to analyze me confusingly. All I knew how to do was run up to him and hug him, I couldn't bare the thought of knowing that I wouldn't see him for a very long. After he embraced me tightly, he finally asked me what's wrong. 

Lama: Aziz ana.. my dad just called.. and umm.. my plane is in 2 hours.. 

I stopped.

Lama: can you drive me to the airport? I wanna spend as much time as possible with you.. 

Abdulaziz held my wrists really tightly, I saw his face turn red.

Abdulaziz: La you're not leaving.. I don't care, you can stay here. 

I tried to smile, thinking about how amazing he is but I couldn't.. I couldn't stay here. I had to take the consequences for what I've done. 

1 comment:

  1. I can't describe how much I love your blog walla :'D
    Truly talented!!
    But the chapter is short please if you can post another chapter today post :(
    -ST-

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