Monday, October 29, 2012

Chapter 28

Previously

He took a few minutes, taking a small glance at me every few seconds. When he finally put his phone down, I finally learned what it means when they say "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED". 

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Talal's point of view:

I couldn't believe it. Was this Dalal? I didn't know if I could live knowing that intentionally touched another man. Another man had seen her and enjoyed her like a doll. And was it forgivable to know that she had watched death at another hands, and not done anything to stop it? It seemed like a movie, I swear it was like a movie. I could've never imagined her doing this, it was a seriously strong twist of actions..

I put down her phone, even though I read it after only a minute of looking at it, I pretended like I was still reading and just took another minute to think. 

Was I willing to forgive her, and live like nothing happened?

Was I willing to forgive myself IF I walked away right now and tried to forget about her?

Would I forgive myself if I left her at her lowest and didn't help?

Those lost two questions made a lot of sense to me.. A combination had to made. 

I knew we'd both end up hurt at the end of this.. But here it goes:

Talal: Dalal ana.. I'm surprised w um

I stopped. 

UGH WHAT DO I DO? I thought to myself.

Talal: I'm surprised. I am really, really, REALLY surprised Dalal.

Talal: I don't know if. umm. 

I stopped again and watched her face expressions. She seemed like she was expecting bad news. I felt so bad, but just..

Talal: As your best friend, I'm willing to help you out of this state.

The next part would be something I'm never going to forgive myself for. 

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