Chapter 26

I hate to do this to you all, and I feel like crap, but really I don't have motivation to write, and I think I messed up the story anyways.

I'm going to write a few posts and just end it so I don't disappoint anyone!

So sorry guys.

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Previously:

 I made sure to NOT wipe my lips that were filled with vomit and spit, and crawled to the door, then used the handle to pull me up while I shivered from the cold touch of the door knob. 

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Gosh, I thought.. This was not the day to be sick! I turned the door knob, and there was Gerard.. Ugh, WHY DID I GET MYSELF INTO THIS. 

Suddenly, all that I've done in the past year dawned upon me, and I regretted it.. Big time. 

I pulled myself together within 20 seconds whilst Gerard eyed me in disgust. 

Gerard: What's wrong with you? 

He suddenly pulled me from my arm up to his face.

Gerard: Stand up while I talk to you.

All I did was open my mouth, and breath. 

I knew I would vomit soon, and I did in the next 45 seconds.. All. Over. Gerrard.

You can imagine how MAD that made him.. He gave me a harsh kick in the stomach, then turned to leave. I was in pain and on the floor, but really.. Talal was all that came to my mind so I got up.

Turned back and put on a jumped and shoes before I left.. 

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As soon as I saw him, I felt like I was struck by lightning. He was sitting down with his back faced to me.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

I stood there staring for a minute, he put his head down and ran his fingers through his messy chocolate colored hair. He turned around to look at the door, and there I was completely shocked and caught off guard.

He stopped, and stared at me as well for a few minutes.. Until I finally smiled, and walked in the diner. 

As soon as I was close to him, his perfume stood out.. I. Missed. Him.

I smiled a bigger and smile and ran into his embrace, hugging him for many minutes.. I had missed out on a lot of hugs, and I NEEDED him. 

He dug his face into my hair and caressed my back as lovingly as one could do it. 

Suddenly, he was carrying me and he sat down in his cushion bench with me in his lap.

I turned to him, blushing like a maniac..

Dalal: What are you doing..

He smiled really big and held me tighter.

Talal: I never want to let you go again, you're mine w i'm not letting you go anywhere. You hear me? So you're staying right here, where you can't run away from me.

He put my arms around his neck and whispered those 3 words I've been longing to use into his ears..

Dalal: I love you.

I paused.

Dalal: and I miss you.

He hugged me tighter for only a minute, then suddenly let go of me and made me face him.

He looked serious, so I grew worried.

Talal: I.. I want to know why you left.. What you've been doing for the past year.. How come you never contacted me? I went through a lot, Dalal.

A tear made it's way down my face as I exploded on him.

Dalal: I. I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU. BUT WHEN YOU LOSE A BABY, IT'S JUST HARD. I THOUGHT THAT I COULDN'T LIVE IF HE OR SHE COULDN'T. 

I realized I was screaming and felt like an idiot, after saying all this out loud.. I realized I had been the most dramatic girl the world's ever known.