Chapter 27

Previously:

I realized I was screaming and felt like an idiot, after saying all this out loud.. I realized I had been the most dramatic girl the world's ever known. 

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I also realized I never actually left for a proper reason.. I just felt the need to leave, and I didn't think twice. I got up and sat in front of Talal, so we could have more of a serious conversation.

He just looked at me while my mind drifted off into the last year.. Would he ever forgive me for all that I've done? If we're here now, and we're having this conversation, I better be damn honest.. I thought to myself.

Dalal: Umm Talal..

My face was like this: :|, literally. 

Talal: Hmm? 

He looked like he was in deep thought.

Dalal: I need to tell you some things, bas i don't know how to.. 

He looked a little disappointed, a little angry maybe that I had more to say.. more that i've hidden.

I didn't know how I'd find it in me to say all this to his face. 

I thought for a few minutes then I did it, I came up with the PERFECT idea.

I slipped my phone out of my hoddie's pocket, he looked a little offended that I was about to tell him something then just began texting, but he'd understand in a few minutes.

I typed, and I typed, and I typed all the things I've done for the past year that I thought he should and deserves to know.

I felt his phone buzz on the table and begin to light a bright red color every few seconds, indicating he had a message waiting to be read.

At first he hesitated, not wanting to be hypocritical and doing the same as me.. But I signaled him to look and so he did. 

He took a few minutes, taking a small glance at me every few seconds. When he finally put his phone down, I finally learned what it means when they say "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED". 

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Next post will be in Talal's point of view Inshallah.